Happy now?

An update. Stuff happened. Work starts monday. School starts the 20th.
I'm broke.

~fin

Yay depressed.

Feeling completely detached from humanity. I don't know how to relate to people.
Haven't slept.
Haven't eaten.
Gonna try Anti-depressants again.
Go me.

Sometimes I wonder why I bother. ._.

/emo

Not really, but gone campin'

Be back in a week.

Oh wow, look at that. I do.

I've been lazy...as per usual. Not much difference from the norm there.

A lot's happened since I last updated, let's go through it!

I started working full time again. Monday mornings make me want to die. I also got yelled at for using aim at work, till I told Brian that I use it to speak to my IT professional and Net Admin friends. Now he no longer cares.

I'm no longer receptionist! Now I'm "bored guy who pretends to work on computers"

I've been very, very emotional lately. Super moody. :( Like yay happy then omg lonely then sad/weepy and ugh. It's rather annoying.
Stupid therapy making me work through my problems and feel repressed emotions.

What else... brother. He got arrested twice! And his punishment? Nothing. Yeah... real fuckin' fair. It's made me angry, to say the least. :o
Blah. I dunno.

I went to six flags! With my friends Pat, Rayna, and Lexa. It was fun. I wore a pink fuzzy supergirl hat. There was lots of rollercoasters.

I was really happy to meet rayray finally, she's a really really close friend. :) Also, Kingda Ka is the most badass experience EVER. Hell yes.


Besides that...haven't really been doing much. Been lazy and moody and weepy.

Yay for being boring!

Two people today have referred to me as "ma'am" while I've been answering the phones.

I don't sound like a woman, do I? :(

They made me receptionist.

I work at an above ground pool manufacturer. The largest in the world. I'm the computer guy.
So, in their infinite wisdom, when the receptionist calls in sick, they make the antisocial IT guy answer the phones.

I don't know how many slack-jawed yokels I can take. People are getting mad because we're overwhelmed...maybe if you didn't wait till Memorial Day to open your pools like the REST OF THE GOD DAMN UNIVERSE you'd have gotten expedient service.

Save me from this hell.

So, in my last post, I talked about Torchwood, cute band members, and my experiences at Jam on the River.

Apparently, someone at Phantasy Tour (A jam-band fan site), deemed my post a worthy review of JotR, and decided to put my "review" on their news section of the site.

My post was spammed by bros and trolls at an alarming pace. I had no idea where they were coming from till about an hour into the trolling.
That being said...I'm LAUGHING my ass off.
It seems that my trolling actually surpasses the limits of space and time. I managed to troll through someone else
God damn this was great.

The best are the OMG U R A FAG!!! Comments. Like, half my posts discuss me wanting to do naughty things with boys. They assume that calling me gay is an insult?
This just made my day hilarious.

On a side note: Even though the biscuits suck, I'm totally going to camp Bisco. Lots of good bands to offset the awful. I wonder if the bros will hunt me down and kill me!

This weekend was pretty ok!

Eric was at the party on Friday. I asked him where he'd been etc, and he said...doing nothing. Sitting in his room smoking pot. -.-
But it makes me feel a little better that it wasn't him just avoiding me, I think he has funks. He said we have to hang out more now that he's out of school.

We watched Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark. The movie is awesome but...did anyone notice it seemed like the acting was SO over the top, borderline camp? I don't remember it being like that... Ah well, still had a blast.

Then, on Saturday we went to Philly to go to Jam on the River. RJD2 was AWESOME, he and his band looks like they have soooooo much fun when they play together. And this one guy in the band is omgsupercute. He kept smiling at me. :o

Then there was some awful country music, then a mediocre DJ, Bassnectar.

Next up was the Disco Biscuits. I. Hate. The Disco Biscuits. God damn awful jam-band. They'd start a song, and ten minutes in I'd be looking around the crowd, staring into the sky, looking at the river, come back outta my zone-out...and it's the same god damn song lksjglkajl ugh. SO boring. Just meandering jam-band horse shit. It was around this time I noticed that the entire crowd except for me were bros and hippies. I don't *hate* hippies, they're mostly harmless. But God damn I cannot stand bros.
What is a bro? "A bro is an 18 to 24 year old male who wears birkenstock sandals, watches Family Guy, plays ultimate frisbee, and wears an upside down visor, or a baseball cap with a pre-frayed brim. You know, a bro."

Anyway, yeah. I know it's not very nice of me, but they just ANNOY me so much god damn.

After bro jam purgatory, the Flaming Lips came on, and DAMN was it worth the wait. I'm convinced Wayne Coyne is made of sunshine, happiness, rainbows, bunny rabbits, and all that is right and good with the world. Millions of pounds of confetti and streamers shooting into the air as he walked over the crowd in his bubble. Beautiful backgrounds, girls in pink costumes and robots on stage. Santa Claus and an Alien. Sing alongs!
We sang happy birthday to some kid, it was his 18th. That kid is the luckiest bastard ever. I love Wayne Coyne ; ;

Life has been pretty uneventful besides that. I started watching Torchwood. -.- God damnit Captain Jack is way, way too good looking and ugh. He's distracting. I'm halfway through season 1, and I'm downloading season 2. :3

Friends home from school!
BBQ After work!

I got my new bag, it's nice and leather!

Concert tomorrow in Philly! (Woo Flaming Lips!)

And that's all from me. Lolboring.

Tomorrow is my last day of classes for the semester. I have yet to study for my two remaining finals, and I haven't done a few past due eng 101 journals...

Blah, I hate it because the work is just *so* inane, I can't be bothered to do it! Curse the american school system. Wouldn't let me test out of classes way below my potential. -.-

This semester was meh, kinda shitty in that
1: I didn't get a chance to go to some of Professor Dale's classes (Professor Dale was my Philosophy of Religion teacher from last semester. He's probably the most influential teacher I've ever had, and he's a good friend I've kept in touch with. He gave me an open invitation to attend any of his classes whenever I felt like it, but the car accident monkeyed up that plan...I <3 him so much)

2: Dropping Sociology. I'm so embarrassed about this. I let my emotions overwhelm me, and get the best of me, pushing me over the edge. Something had to give, and unfortunately it was this class. Tis a shame, I loved Prof. Kirkwood.

3: Not joining any clubs. Next semester, I plan to join the Scifi/anime/games/fantasy club. I know it's nerdy, but this college is an intellectual wasteland. I have NOTHING in common with anyone I've met. Hopefully I can find at least one or two people worth being friends with here...
I also plan to join the Pride organization at my college. Would be nice to have some sort of support system in that respect.

Speaking of pride...3 more days till I tell my mom. :( That's gonna be hilariously awkward. At first I was excited, but I'm starting to get really, really nervous now.

Lol, my stomach is a knot just thinking about it. It's a big change in my life. *I'm* not going to act any different than I do, but a lot of people's notions about me will most likely change. Blah. I obsess too much on shit like this.

Oh, also. My mom left her post here as receptionist on Friday. She's doing well in her new job but...I'm nervous. The owner of the company had some sort of love-hate obsession with my mom. He scrutinized her immensely more than anyone else in the company. Now that she's gone, I fear he will set his sights on me, cause I'm "Kerry's son". I'm not Chris to him.
He is making me do random grunt work for him that really has nothing to do with my job...stuff he would make my mom do. :( No giving it to the receptionist though, gotta pick on the bloodline!

It scares me because my boss is a paranoid delusional alcoholic. Once he gets you in his sights, you're on the shit list for all time. Once he makes his mind up about someone, your life is a living hell.

I might have to look for a new job if he tries to go after me. >.>